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Heidi says hi Her name is Heidi..♥ Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥ She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥ Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥ Lame at times :D Loves Her Friends alot ♥ Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it! Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money.. & Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her.. Her Sadness: I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 8:05 AM
Excapade
went excapde with jeff, lung, pohli and ryan today, went out for dinner cause ryan's going backtomorrow already, so yeahs, ordered salmon shashimi, salmon asparagus, and this tomyam ramen, woot, so freaking spicy sia.. =.-! the ramen, i shared with pohli and ryan, cause couldn't finish it if i eat alone, ahaha! sumore it's really spicy -___-! i spend about erms.. quite alot bahs? ahahas, more than them.. and ordered this ice mint tea! that drink is really awesome! :D kinna upset today, not feeling really good nor happy.. can say my mood sorta screwed up when he comes into my mind.. ughhhs! i just freaking don't know why i coulnd't get him outta my mind! he's just too, sighhs, i know right.. it's really freaking stupid and idiot thinking.. but i just couldn't help it what, what you expect me to do?! every single idea i tried before already! what more i could do!? i tried to fall for somebody else, but i couldn't! i tried to get him outta my mind not to think about him, he still comes to my mind in the end! ughhs! supposed to really have fun and try hard not to think about the sad things, but i don't know godD! it still appears in my fucking mind! =___=!" sighhhs.. sometimes i really think of slashing myself, i know.. it's dumb! but! arghhs! fuck it! i really miss him you know! i really do.. and i really love him! why is he like that why! i'm not good enough? he made me love him so much, he made me belive him, we build trust in our relationship together before, but now?! everything's ruined! god.. can i turn back time? can everything go back the same again? like how we were before? T___T haiss, and there's some pictures i took in excapade, i'm sorta lazy to post them now, so i'll just do it tomorrow bahs.. night readers.. back to top? |