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Her name is Heidi..♥
Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥
She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥
Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥
Lame at times :D
Loves Her Friends alot ♥
Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it!
Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money..
& Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her..

Her Sadness:

I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':

I'm Willing to Wait foryou

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Ryan: help me put wasabiii.. =(((((



never see small plate before LOL!


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ahhhh! so tired lahhhs!! i still got no time to put thoe pictures into the comp arhhs! -____- 2

freaking days, whole day busy till never even have time sit down and relax lehhs! ughhs!

whole body aching, foot aching, sighhs.. but good also though.. at least not just sitting down

there doing nothing lahhs.. aihhs, i just woke up.. so tired omg.. and today the perayaan thingy

last day lehs, and i didn't get to go lahhs, wanted to go de lahs, but then i'm just too tired, and

really need some sleeps, if not i really gg.com -____- yesterday no chance to blog.. after work,

went out hang out with friends, then back home sorta late le and very tired, so after bathe

straight away die on bed .____. i missed one day bloggin! awww.. hahaha! hais, tomorrow..

in my work, the audit will be coming over my office.. dang it =____- then i have to like, talk

to them? =____= zzzz! can i not? cause i feeling freaking lazy and i actually don't even bother?

-___- haiss.. alrights.. i'll try to post some pictures today =p back to top?

went excapde with jeff, lung, pohli and ryan today, went out for dinner cause ryan's going back

tomorrow already, so yeahs, ordered salmon shashimi, salmon asparagus, and this tomyam

ramen, woot, so freaking spicy sia.. =.-! the ramen, i shared with pohli and ryan, cause couldn't

finish it if i eat alone, ahaha! sumore it's really spicy -___-! i spend about erms.. quite alot bahs?

ahahas, more than them.. and ordered this ice mint tea! that drink is really awesome! :D kinna

upset today, not feeling really good nor happy.. can say my mood sorta screwed up when he

comes into my mind.. ughhhs! i just freaking don't know why i coulnd't get him outta my mind!

he's just too, sighhs, i know right.. it's really freaking stupid and idiot thinking.. but i just

couldn't help it what, what you expect me to do?! every single idea i tried before already! what

more i could do!? i tried to fall for somebody else, but i couldn't! i tried to get him outta my mind

not to think about him, he still comes to my mind in the end! ughhs! supposed to really have

fun and try hard not to think about the sad things, but i don't know godD! it still appears in my

fucking mind! =___=!" sighhhs.. sometimes i really think of slashing myself, i know.. it's dumb!

but! arghhs! fuck it! i really miss him you know! i really do.. and i really love him! why is he

like that why! i'm not good enough? he made me love him so much, he made me belive him,

we build trust in our relationship together before, but now?! everything's ruined! god..

can i turn back time? can everything go back the same again? like how we were before? T___T

haiss, and there's some pictures i took in excapade, i'm sorta lazy to post them now, so i'll just do

it tomorrow bahs.. night readers.. back to top?

i woke up about 10pm just now x___X tired eiis.. so much work to do today at work.. but it's

okayy though, better than sitting down there doing nothing, and so bored.. sometimes i sorta

dozed off eii.. i just couldn't help it, so freaking boring in the office, got nothing to do, there's

nothing to surf in the internet either.. aghhs, i don't know what to post about.. having a little bit

of headache.. i'll just post about tomorrow =D nights.. =)) back to top?

i missed you, but i got no chance to show it to you, because you don't even bother..







admit it.. we're finished.. you don't want me no more. like a nightmare, i lived it.. it was too big

to ignore. i hear the sirens but they pass me by. my hazards lights are flashing, somebody?

anyone? helpp.. cause its an emergency.. someone just wounded my heart.. so helpp.. it's like a

bad surgery, and now it's time to recharge.. i'm starting over taking.. abandoned! and yeah i'm

crying.. it's like you left me for dead.. so dead.. i'm so broken, my love's frozen. how do you live

with regrets? i see the memories flashed before my eyes. my tank is running empty, somebody

rescue me? it's unexplaineable, kind of and unattainable, when the person you love ain't

enough. i feel so pitiful.. look at my face.. you'll know the pain is in my eyes.. i need some, help..

but you're the only one could help me.. Y__Y back to top?

ahhs, today, whole day porridge, sien daoo!! morning porrdige, lunch porridge, DINNER ALSO

PORRIDGE WALIEW EH! see also dulann arhhhs!! can't eat anything else..! my gums still

hurts wtf.. ughs! when then will recover siaa!! today at work, i see all my colleages eating pizza

walaos! so nice lehs! the cheeeesEeeeEee! OMGOSHHH! but i cannot eat lahhs! then got the

' tong fen ' alsoo, i got take abit, cause cannot resist lahhs! that's my favourtie man! then when

i eat that, i accidentally like move my mouth too hard! then i'm like ' AGHHHHHH!!!! ' PAINNN !

i know rightt! pain still want eat something which is not soft..! but what to do lahhs! cannot resist

man! grrr! tomorrow for sure porridge again.. =___= everyday porridge..! siennn~! then today

so tireeddd lahss! after office hours, went out to buy something awhile with Yang, i asked her

to accompany me though, haha! then she's okay with it, so after buying some things, then we go

round round awhilee in somewhere near her place.. after that send her home, then i also go

home.. lol, i chatted awhile then i went to sleep~ omgosh i'm so tired! even now when i just woke,

i'm still tired like hell man! =___= haisss~ anyways nothing much special happened today

though, just today is really my porridge day =___=! zzz! hmmm, and i really miss someone,

but i'm like.. so tired of him, and all his lies, and his words.. i got no choice but just to sit here and

think about him and miss him all night long.. sighhs.. why can't he just be like last time, treat me

like how he used to..? i wonder.. he really don't miss those moments? )'= sighs, nvm, i don't

feel like talking about it anymore though.. haiss.. that's all for today lahhs.. my mind sorta

blank now though, hahaha! cause just woke up.. and it's like sorta late already.. x___X

so yeahs.. hahas.. goodnight my readers =)) back to top?

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