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Her name is Heidi..♥
Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥
She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥
Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥
Lame at times :D
Loves Her Friends alot ♥
Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it!
Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money..
& Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her..

Her Sadness:

I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':

I'm Willing to Wait foryou

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they trying to surprise me but i know it already, then they ask me pretend that i don't know anything. deng. haha!


really kena ah bao say correct lorhs, andy's the one who holds the cake. haha!



Blueberry Cheesecake! x3 Loves!


Laopo x3


Huiyii & Baobei ann. x3


Bao(nuer) & Ah boo ;D lovey dovey!


Baobeii & Darren, Laopo & Fook





Andy & Yang Playing boxing lol!





the guys!


Fook & Andy.


Zai









Karen & My Baby! ^_^

My Doll Laopo ;D


Cousins!


pretending to be ah sam! haha!


Baobei x3


cute enough? ;D


my loves!





this was at my place, already abit high high dei that time


vainnnnnn~





x3





attitude enough?

















Baobei & Karen.


Hui yii & Laopo


Huiyii


Karen


nuer and mi ^__^ x3


it's just us x3

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okie, it's my bday on this day. ahahs, happy birthday to myself =))! oh well, it's just my 20th birthday, haha! ahhh i feel abit old now already. i start to get to like uhm, how to say? i don't really like it when people mention that i'm 20 years old! i just feel so old for godsake. roflmaos! i'm over the teenages lifes already, and that's pretty sad. but it's okay, i'm still young at heart. woot.! haha! yang thm helped me to celebrate my birthday. at first, i celebrate earlier on the 16th, morning i celebrated in the office. i asked michael to join, but he couldn't make it. )= that's so sad, sigh. he've got meeting. it's like why at this very time he got meeting. urghs. i was a quite disappointed but since it's my special day, i just control and yeahs. then after office hours, cause on the 16th, that's on saturday, so i only work half day. after that, about 6.00pm, we went excapade for dinner, bunch of girls, then after dinner only gather up with the guys at my place. before going back to my house, we went soon lee, to buy some movies, laopo actually wanted to get the halloween ll. but i scared those kind of movies and yeahs, those thrillers, it's like urghs @.@ really scary! then actually wanted to get one of the thailand horror movies, but we never buy that. instead of getting the thailand horror movie, we bought indonesian horror movie 'Pocong'. my effing god, this horror movie, is the first dam movie that puts me to hell! so fucking scary can. zzz! some part might look abit over but still it's really.. .__. yeah i don't need to repeat. haha! before watching movie they played wii. and yeahs.. play finish le jiu watch that movie luhs. they countdown with me, then like greeted me at 12.00am. but my jiahaur kor, was the very first person who greeted me on my birthday, exact date! haha! he didn't come to my place. )= that's so sad. cause he've got something on on that night. so he called me on that night. after movies, we just had some drinking sessions then yeahs. i uh.. actually was expecting him to message me, BUT HE DID NOT! i was so effing dissapointed and sad. zzz -____-ll actually karen, yang and jia en were going to overnight at my place, but karen and yang didn't make it. but jia en did. so i send them home after everyone home. yang were like so blur, tipsy, so red, haha! she's actually layin on the sofa like a dead pig already. then we just woke her up. and yeahs brought her home, cause she wanted to go home. then after sending everyone home, left me and jia en in the car, so we talked about some stuffs. so i told him about my feelings towards michael. after halfway of our conversations, i finally say out my feelings, the time when i told jia en that i really miss him, my tears just start rolling down on my cheeks, and started to cry badly. she told me that he wil message me to greet me and stuffs, since my birthday also haven't end yet. then i confidently answered her back that, ' he won't, he don't even bother, i don't think he even remember! ' everyone greeted me, but not him. )'; i fucking cried on my birthday man geez! =___=! till late night, i really gave up waiting for his message already. then about 11ish, my phone rang, and i received one message, when i check who it was.. then i saw his name! he messaged me! i'm like OMFGWTFZX! i was so effing hyper! i just.. SO HAPPY CAN!? zzz! when i open the message, when i read the message he sent me, i was so happy. eventhough it's just a simple message from him, but it means alot to me.. then we start messaging a little while more, actually i end the message indirectly lol, but since he still continue message me, then i'll just continue. ^___^! teeheee! and also cause he never come to the office, i ask him to accompany me till my birthday's over! lalalas~ hehee! then so on and on~


till today, the 18th of jan, lala! i was like bored to death sitting down in the office doing nothing, sumore i got nothing to do, z! then missing him like *censored!* HEEHEE! then my colleage ask me to call him, but i scared he's busy or something, like scare i might bother him doing his work, but in the end i still call him though, the time when he picked up the call, i was like seriously asking him if he's free as if there's something happened, then he say he's not really that busy, still okayy and the time when he asked me why, i started to like say ' BORING BAHHH ! ' then he's like CHEYYYY!! THOUGHT WHATT!! ' then he laughs. haha! love to listen his laughters, just brighten up my day so much! we talked for quite long.. then he just keep gek me and stuffs. arghhhhh just miss him so much lah! that's it! wish to see him soon larhs! heee! kk, i'll stop here! ^^ teehee! if continue, my story wouldn't finish lahhs~~! tatas!!
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few days more, will be my bday. i don't feel excited, not feeling happy either. i'm just feeling so.. down. then keeps raining so heavy. it's so.. sighs.. sky is so dull, makes my mood also dull.. maybe god knows.. that i'm really feeling unhappy.. since the day i started to get so emotional about you..
the rain never stops until now.. i also want to be happy, but i just couldn't. i'm feeling so frust, so stress.. my life is like getting so complicated. it's like becoming worst. 2010, shouldn't i be happier? it's just the beginning of the new year, just the first month, then i became so down. i feel like finding someone to talk to. but the someone i feels like turning to, won't ever listen to me again. lets say.. we're not friends anymore. we used to talk about alot of things. that's why i chose to turn to him, when i'm feeling so unhappy right now. but seems like, i can only keep it to myself. noone can ever help me out.. i feel like, if ever we can talk about my stuffs, he'll be the only person i'd listen to. no idea why, but i just feel that is. i'm so moody, frust, stress about thinking about someone i like now. i don't know why, and how i'll become like this. i just miss him so much, wanting to see him so much. miss him till, almost gone crazy. i feel so.. i don't know how to describe my feelings. sighs, i've got no mood to continue.. need a break right now..
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