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Her name is Heidi..♥
Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥
She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥
Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥
Lame at times :D
Loves Her Friends alot ♥
Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it!
Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money..
& Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her..

Her Sadness:

I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':

I'm Willing to Wait foryou

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALLEN WO DE KUN (english translate, my stick! ; DARREN WONG TECK LUEN !) HAHAH! okay it's belated, i didn't have the time to post it on Monday, so Happy Belated, wOoo, 18th liao lorhs, do what also legal, huhu, can go clubbin liao, woot! xD all the best to ya btw ;D and goodluck in every thing you do, and your exams ^.^ back to top?

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hmm, what should i say? today's quite a boring day, one of my colleage that i'm close with at work never come to work today, cause she got into a car accident. i was shocked at the first place, then her dad say she's fine and it wasn't that serious then okay already, get well soon lyn =)

secondly, hmm, well i went to nanyang to see the pictures we took yesterday night. i attended my mum's friend wedding dinner. then took quite alot of pictures, so after work i went to choose the pictures there, and meet up my parents there. well =_=" i was quite like uhm =___= zz? cause me and my family was suppose to take picture with my mum's friend, the bride and groom, then this guy, whatever his name is ( i know his name but i don't wanna mention, cause it sorta irritates me? =__= ), he was like bumped to me and join in to take picture, already say we one family then he come join in for fuck? -___-" standing beside me, act like as if he's my boyfriend zzzzz.. put his hand on my shoulder again -___-" okay lah, he's not bad looking quite good looking, but zzzz? i just don't like him.. and he's very hao lian, and to be honest, to people whom i don't know, i don't look friendly at all.. you can say i might have some kind of those lan c look? (well, to some people la, especially to those people i dislike.) i know it's quite bad to do that, but i just couldn't help it, that's my attitude already. i've tried to change, but i couldn't. oh well~ who cares =___= but anyways.. at that moment, i really hope that he's Michael. i really really miss you. 5 days for not seeing you, but at least we talked on the phone for like 20ish minutes on last friday, but still, i'm really hoping to see you soon. 20ish minutes, i know it's not long, but better than nothing =) he laughed alot, gek me alot, and much much more. sometimes he so suddenly became so gentle soft and sweet, i will like melt? haha! whatever (: seeing my mummy's friend marry, i also want sia! hahaha! i know right, i'm still so young, but just imagine mahs, nothing wrong also what, not like i've commited a crime? rofls. then i start wondering when will be my turn, mummy's friend also like keep asking when my turn, lol. Michael, i seriously missing you like nutz now, i miss your smiles and your laughters, and how silly your look was when you laughed.. and how you looked at me with some silly faces. it just so sweet.. sighs..

few days back, i was thinking to go back maple, i wanna play but feeling pretty lazy, but my friends all play back maple lors, then also makes me wants to play back, i wanna play back my first account, but that account was married. i don't mind about it though, but i'm afraid that it reminds me of all the sweet times when me and my ex were together. i thought it's nothing, but seems like i'm afraid to think of the past. i don't know why, i suddenly so fear about this. probably is because, escaping, is the method i used to forget about my ex. so whenever he comes into my mind i just keep escaping, then so maybe this is the reason why i fear? eventhough i sorta like fancy Michael now, but.. i don't know @__@? i just don't wanna go back to the past nor think about it =___=" but, i don't wanna keep on like that, so i'll just, play back.. but when i start copying the game, it seems like it doens't want me to play eh? keep failed to copy the application, been trying for 2 times, it's still the same, but i'll still keep on trying till i can play, maybe? =D

well, everything went pretty well after i've let go my ex. he's enjoying his life and i'm enjoying mind. and i'm glad that we're still friends, but we're not as close as before anymore. i guess every couples are like that? i wonder how some other couples, after breaking up can be such best friends? sigh :) eventhough we're not close, but i'm still hoping to meet him some day. =)

and wOOOttTtt! next year, next month, first month, JANUARYY ! x3 canot wait cannot wait ! i don't know why i cannot wait but i just cannot wait! lol! i don't have plannings yet but i want to plan! i wish Michael will spend with me ar lolol ! HAHAHA ! but don't think so bahs , i think he wouldn't even know .___. but i hope he knows lah~ (hoping someone can spread to him TEE-HEE!) blekx blekx! lalalas~ k lah, that's all for todayyyy! =3 update whenever i feels to =P, it wouldn't be everyday, but yeahs, whenever i feels like ^___^

loveloves,
(:
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Bloggie! it's been so long ever since i've stop blogging, oh well, i'm kinda busy and sorta lazy

as well ;O whoops! teehee! and yeahs, most of the times i'm afk and somemore always out..

out out out~ what to do, it's so boring at home, somemore stress over work, but i'm still kind

of enjoying it? =) well why? it's because there's so many things happen between my work and

my life =) there's alot of happy and unhappy things happened all these while.. many interesting

things happened to me too.. i think i did mentioned a guy named Michael in my i don't know

which previous post but yeah, i met him like i don't know when, haha. I remember the first

time i saw him, he came in with our company boss, and when i see him, i'm like not interested

at him at all. when he walked in to my office, i turned and looked at him once but never

twice, he seems kinda like ' hidung tinggi ' the first time i saw him. that how he looks only lah,

lol, but infact, i'm like more ' hidung tinggi (aka lan c?) ' than him. =S well, xi guan jiu hao ^^

tee-hee! hmm, after that time, i never been seeing him for quite sometimes already, and i

also never bother and never ask my colleage about who he is. that time i was still in my old

office. but now we've moved to a new one, and yeah everything planned by him. people told

me that he's a designer. then there's one time, when we almost move to the new office, i went

there and take a look, and assist those workers, see what they're doing.. and he was there too.

he suddenly said hi to me and talked to me, like nothing really much though, just some craps.

after i've done with my stuffs, he helped me too. and he also helped his workers with some

of the heavy works. he kinda touched me when i see him helping them, he's not the kinda

person as what i thought. so yeahs, never judge a book by it's cover, outside it might looks

boring, but what's inside, it's like kinda interesting? hahaha! whatever! he kinda joke with me

about some work stuffs, it's sorta suddenly but yeah, we weren't close at all, and don't know

each other at all, till that day when he started to talk to me, and came up to me and joke with

mi, i guess that's how we know each other? if he never come talk to me that time, i guess i'll

never know him until now. from that time, whenever he come to my office, he would smile

and say hi to me, well ofcourse lah! friends what? O.o swt. haha! but whenever he sees me,

he will like, u know ' fang dian ' but i know he was playing only lah , but i just smiled back .

then after sometimes, i didn't see him anymore. sometimes i wonder where he is, cause i

never see him anymore =S from the time i saw him helping his workers, i have a good feelings

on him already, nothing pretty much till i forgot when? but yeh , we get even more close when

we moved to the new office. whenever we see each other, we will talk, joke and he will gek

me, and i wil gek him, lol. till i keep hit him also when he gek me . i treated him like normal

friends when we got closer. and feelings starting to develop . it's like almost everyday i see

him, cause we have project with him in the office . when times gets longer , and until last

week, he still comes to my office. i starting get used to see him always already, sometimes

when he doesn't show up , i'll keep thinking wher he is , why he don't come , and what is he

doing right now .. but whenever i sees him , i get really effing happy , and he is too i reckon ?

cause whenever he sees me and i sees him , we've got a big big smile on our face . the smile

on my face , it's some kind of smile that i never have before in my life ? it's like a ' xin fu '

smile .. and his smile too , he's always smiling and laughing whenever he talks to me and sees

me . my whole office colleage and even the factory people say that i'm blooming ? zz -__-??

at first, they thought that he's my cousin? second time people asking if he's my brother? i

asked them, if we do look alike? O.o they said yeah, sortof ? haha ! maybe we got this so

called ' fu qi xiang ' ? hahaa! then got this time , i get into his car , follow him to the other

block of my office , i didn't wanna walk cause it's very sunny and it's really hot , and he just

drove me there and yeah, his workers saw us, then they're like keep disturbing me but not

him. =S i keep wonder why at first, then in the end i only found out that he's manager . z

and i treated him like as if he's not @__@" but i never care though, i still play and joke with

him like usual . from the time i started to keep wondering where he was when he nv show

up, i realize that i've already kinda fall for him ? i don't know =S my feelings were just so

weird for not seeing him . and he always surprise me .. there's this time , on one saturday

noon , his worker came to my work place and fix something , we're half day that time on

saturday actually, but i stayed back cause i've got nothing to do at home also , when his

worker came , i asked them where's he , they say he's alone in the office , they ask me to

message him lol , i was kinda scared though , but i messaged him that time . and that was my

first time to message him , i messaged him about , uh .. something like .. ' uiitts! wooo so

lonely in the office ar blablabla ' just to disturb him lahs , then he very slow reply me , cause

he's doing his work , but still he replied , after his reply when i was about to reply him ,

he suddenly came , i was so surprise and shocked , like came out of nowhere ? lols . and i

was so happy that time , i still remember how it was like to be when he came . every single

stupid and silly things he did , makes me smiles alot . he's always smiling whenever i sees him

and whenever he talks to me he's always laughing . haha . but that day , and i forgot which

day , i called him , talk to him about some stuffs at work , he sounds different from usual .

he sounds abit moody , i don't know what happened to him , and i never ask him also ,

although i wanna know what happened but i don't wanna ask =S then when he came to find

me after we hung up the phone not long , he smiles to me , but it's not the usual smile he

gave me like before . my day became so down that day .. i don't know how he influenced

me so much .. then the next day , when i called him , he's okay already , then i'm happy

that the original him has finally back =) hmm , there's still alot alot more , too much to say .

here's a ' facing back ' picture of him , hahah ! i like this picture alot , and i secretly took it =P

didn't wanna post the picture of me and him cause i look effing eff-ed up in there =S but

eventhough i don't look good in there , i still love the picture very much . (:



here it is . Back side of Michael =P picture which i love very much .
haha , i don't know why but he looks cool in there ? =S
i don't know what so cool about it but i just love it , eh !
fyi! not that kaling yeh ! X____X"
Let me introduce him =P
he's 25 this year , and his name is ( noneed i say you also know lah , mention
his name so many times up there already ) surname of his is
ShiM x3 (= and and ..
SECRET* (actually nothing more =D )

btw btw .. some more pictures i've took in Korea, i have mood then upload lah ,
so lazy to do it already , sooooo effing many and yeahh @___@ lazy
to wait .. nyekk . nighty nights Mickey Mouse ( nick i gave him =P ) and to my blog
readers and blog =)) tatas ^^
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I know i'm vain, but..
WHO CARES xD
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