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Her name is Heidi..♥
Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥
She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥
Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥
Lame at times :D
Loves Her Friends alot ♥
Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it!
Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money..
& Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her..

Her Sadness:

I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':

I'm Willing to Wait foryou

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for you.. only you.. someone whom i will never forget, never will stop loving silently. never regret loving, whom i lost.. whom i need to pretend that i've never met him before. i'm sad, very sad. very down, but i still will keep on smiling. maybe this way, it will be really better for me.. to let me to have the chance to really get over you.. eventhough really miss you.. but i still have to let you go.. from couple to friends then to strangers.. how hard is it to pretend. do you know? can you feel? well yeahs, maybe i've made you really upset with me.. till we have to be this way.. but.. i guess there's nothing i could say anymore. just to let you know.. i really really miss you.. it's really heartbreak for us to be like that.. hmms... sighhs.. ~
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i don't care what people says..
what i care is, words that you said..
other people, wan anyhow say me also can..
but not youu..

suan le.. over jiu over.. since u choose to disappear from my life.. forever?
i also nothing to say and nothing i can do..
wish u all the best..
and stay happy with whoever you will be with next..
goodbye.
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(= my title of this post describe all~
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gg-ed. i sucks =) back to top?

what's on my mind? sighs, i feel so fan.. confused, and stressed.. about what sia?
cry over something lame, something weird, didn't get myself enough sleep also. work's
stressful. sometimes, really feel like ending my life. i'm being emo? obviously i am.
what am i seriously thinking? it is so effing complicated. i just wanna be an ordinary
girl with no stress and happy life nia, but it seems so hard for me to do so? i wanna
get things outta my mind.. don't wanna thnk so much nohs.. sien.. end here first bahs,
don't know what else to say anymore.
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wo hen bored,
bored dao ya si!
got semo dong xi do?
wo later maybe going berenang,
but wo ye got yi dian bu xiang xD
but wo you hen xiang go
so overall,
i got jiang equals to mei you jiang

XD
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i never know until i dream about you. i thought i won't think of you anymore, but after

i had a dream about you, i dare not admit, but my heart tells me i miss you so..

makes me wants you back so much, but we're better in this way.. my dream is kinda lame,

but also sad to me, and yeahs.. somehow & i don't know why, i dream about like it's the end of the

world already. it's like i'm going to die anytime, and soon. i called him.. and we talked for quite

long. i remembered i cried in my dreams, but i was happy also cause we talked. i've already

tried my very best to forget about you, and not to think about you and miss you. i don't know..

it seems so hard.. it's so hard to get you out of me. i am strong on the outside. but i'm so weak

in the inside. so many things on mind, in my heart, left unspoken. i'm so speechless, stoned.

tell me.. tell me how to not love you anymore?



I Miss You..
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wooot ! i cannot wait to go Kk and Korea! hahaa! 23rd will be off to Kk ( Sabah ), then 24th will be

heading off to Korea, wootxzxz! ^___^ will be there about 6 days =) then go back Kk, for don't

know how long? heees~ but today just first week of October T-T hais~ long way to go..
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wooot . it's been awhile since i've stop blogging =) it's not that i no time la actually. just that

sometimes quite lazy lohs, but somehow, no matter how, or whatever shit is up, i will still blog

geh, tee-hee~! wind these days very strong lohs, heavy rain also, hais, abit pa pa D;! philipine

flood like really geng sia =_= haiss.. untill rooftop ehhs =__- that day here also, walaos.. wind dam

strong lohs.. imagine, one super heavy metal chair also can kena blow til far far away.. not kua

zhang or whatever, but it's true ehs.. haiss..~ i don't want die so fast can ma? T-T





another topic! Lols, wo ji random yi xia.. but nvm lahs, xi guan jiu hao =D hahaha! =]

these days, quite fan about something lohs, but nothing de bahs? hmmm.. how to say arhhs?

hahahas, nvm change topic again =__= LOL~ yesterday went bsb loh, then meet up with

teddy shiong, ah tong them.. nothing really much, that teddy shiong, really gek si wo ah =__=

kns de, then saw ah zai with his girl in MCD nohs.. lalalas~ sorta miss someone siol ! woot ! haha

who ehs ? don't know sia. hahaa! dumdeedum~ my post macam rojak.. nvm la, write a better

one next time! teehee! :D
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