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Her name is Heidi..♥
Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥
She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥
Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥
Lame at times :D
Loves Her Friends alot ♥
Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it!
Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money..
& Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her..

Her Sadness:

I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':

I'm Willing to Wait foryou

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hmm, what should i say? today's quite a boring day, one of my colleage that i'm close with at work never come to work today, cause she got into a car accident. i was shocked at the first place, then her dad say she's fine and it wasn't that serious then okay already, get well soon lyn =)

secondly, hmm, well i went to nanyang to see the pictures we took yesterday night. i attended my mum's friend wedding dinner. then took quite alot of pictures, so after work i went to choose the pictures there, and meet up my parents there. well =_=" i was quite like uhm =___= zz? cause me and my family was suppose to take picture with my mum's friend, the bride and groom, then this guy, whatever his name is ( i know his name but i don't wanna mention, cause it sorta irritates me? =__= ), he was like bumped to me and join in to take picture, already say we one family then he come join in for fuck? -___-" standing beside me, act like as if he's my boyfriend zzzzz.. put his hand on my shoulder again -___-" okay lah, he's not bad looking quite good looking, but zzzz? i just don't like him.. and he's very hao lian, and to be honest, to people whom i don't know, i don't look friendly at all.. you can say i might have some kind of those lan c look? (well, to some people la, especially to those people i dislike.) i know it's quite bad to do that, but i just couldn't help it, that's my attitude already. i've tried to change, but i couldn't. oh well~ who cares =___= but anyways.. at that moment, i really hope that he's Michael. i really really miss you. 5 days for not seeing you, but at least we talked on the phone for like 20ish minutes on last friday, but still, i'm really hoping to see you soon. 20ish minutes, i know it's not long, but better than nothing =) he laughed alot, gek me alot, and much much more. sometimes he so suddenly became so gentle soft and sweet, i will like melt? haha! whatever (: seeing my mummy's friend marry, i also want sia! hahaha! i know right, i'm still so young, but just imagine mahs, nothing wrong also what, not like i've commited a crime? rofls. then i start wondering when will be my turn, mummy's friend also like keep asking when my turn, lol. Michael, i seriously missing you like nutz now, i miss your smiles and your laughters, and how silly your look was when you laughed.. and how you looked at me with some silly faces. it just so sweet.. sighs..

few days back, i was thinking to go back maple, i wanna play but feeling pretty lazy, but my friends all play back maple lors, then also makes me wants to play back, i wanna play back my first account, but that account was married. i don't mind about it though, but i'm afraid that it reminds me of all the sweet times when me and my ex were together. i thought it's nothing, but seems like i'm afraid to think of the past. i don't know why, i suddenly so fear about this. probably is because, escaping, is the method i used to forget about my ex. so whenever he comes into my mind i just keep escaping, then so maybe this is the reason why i fear? eventhough i sorta like fancy Michael now, but.. i don't know @__@? i just don't wanna go back to the past nor think about it =___=" but, i don't wanna keep on like that, so i'll just, play back.. but when i start copying the game, it seems like it doens't want me to play eh? keep failed to copy the application, been trying for 2 times, it's still the same, but i'll still keep on trying till i can play, maybe? =D

well, everything went pretty well after i've let go my ex. he's enjoying his life and i'm enjoying mind. and i'm glad that we're still friends, but we're not as close as before anymore. i guess every couples are like that? i wonder how some other couples, after breaking up can be such best friends? sigh :) eventhough we're not close, but i'm still hoping to meet him some day. =)

and wOOOttTtt! next year, next month, first month, JANUARYY ! x3 canot wait cannot wait ! i don't know why i cannot wait but i just cannot wait! lol! i don't have plannings yet but i want to plan! i wish Michael will spend with me ar lolol ! HAHAHA ! but don't think so bahs , i think he wouldn't even know .___. but i hope he knows lah~ (hoping someone can spread to him TEE-HEE!) blekx blekx! lalalas~ k lah, that's all for todayyyy! =3 update whenever i feels to =P, it wouldn't be everyday, but yeahs, whenever i feels like ^___^

loveloves,
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