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Heidi says hi Her name is Heidi..♥ Her Birthday is on Jan17th.. ♥ She's a Capricorn Girl.. ♥ Loves Sleeping & Shopping ♥ Lame at times :D Loves Her Friends alot ♥ Has One Fragile Heart & she HATES it! Really Want To Earn Alot Of Money.. & Someone to Love, Care & Dote Her.. Her Sadness: I Wish I Had The Courage To Tell You Exactly How Much I Miss You )':
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Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 11:35 AM
i thought i could but i couldn't
i thought it was easy but it's not..i thought you will be the one and my last but not.. i thought i could forget about you and let go but not.. i thought i'm the one but i'm not.. i thought everything will be fine but not.. sighs.. i thought it wrongg.. )'= i guess i will never found any guy like you anymore.. even if i found, you are still the one and only.. they can never replace you in my heart.. no matter what, even over.. you still have a special place in my heart.. and it will never be replace.. they say i'm wasting so much time on you.. but it's never to me.. they say it's not worth to spend so much time waiting for you and so much money on you.. but it's worth it to me.. they say i can find a better guy, even better than you.. but to me you're the best.. you're the greatest love of my life.. you have moved on.. but have i? somehow, i still need you.. sometimes i pray for you to come back.. sometimes i think it's just a waste of time.. hoping and wishing on something that will never happen, so helpless and useless.. i might look stronger now on the outside.. it's because i keep escaping from thinking about it.. but i'm never strong.. i'm fucking emo when i'm alone.. i starts to cry alone when the memories flashed back.. yeahs..memories are history..but there're wouldn't be our history if we did not create it.. it's really sweet to have you by my side, but now that you're gone.. i always say that i've moved on, and i've think about it really carefully.. but i still fail.. i've tried so hard to climb up high to the mountain, but i still fell in the end.. and injured.. and it bleeds.. not my body.. but my heart.. being loved by you.. is my most happiest moment ever.. if ever, will you try to love me once again? y__y silly enough ey? stubborn minded? hard headed? that makes me.. i can't even help myself.. how can others? sighhs.. back to top? |